no such thing.I want to go home. But where is this place? I feel that it doesn’t exist. It doesn’t actually exist. I cannot resolve being homesick. I…Nov 11, 2022Nov 11, 2022
There is a word that has accompanied me throughout my life.My default as a semi-teenager was gloom and doom erry day. I listened to existential russian rap on cold wintery mornings in Riga…Aug 17, 2021Aug 17, 2021
second chance.What is there to do with every minute? Count it. Look at the clock. Look out the window. Sigh. Close your eyes. Open your eyes. Listen to…Mar 2, 2021Mar 2, 2021
boredom made me write.As I felt increasingly lonely throughout the day, I found myself in somewhat agony by the time it got dark.Jan 30, 2021Jan 30, 2021
realities.We don’t really understand anyone. No one understands us. In my life, I have gathered quite a bit of information that is stored on my hard…Jan 6, 2021Jan 6, 2021
in tune.I am getting really in tune with my body. One of the parts of my life that I was completely unaware of until not long ago, is that I was…Dec 24, 20201Dec 24, 20201
truthLosing someone or something can be unpleasant. It brings with it a disappointment, lost hopes, sadness, anger, grief. These emotions need…Dec 6, 2020Dec 6, 2020
codependent with parentsSomething has struck me like lightning. My codependency in my romantic relationships also exists with my parents. In fact, that’s where it…Oct 28, 2020Oct 28, 2020
